
As of yesterday, the Bottle Cap Tree is officially complete. It was pretty anti-climatic for me, though, as I was at work at the winery when it happened. Eric was the one who applied the last bottle cap, not me.
See, on Wednesday I worked on finishing the lighting and applying caps to the last branch (the one I decided to re-do). Only right before I finished the branch I ran out of silicone caulk. So, I had to run to the hardware store to get another tube. Meanwhile, my right hand and wrist was Killing Me - thanks to all of the hours of non-stop caulk gun use the week before. Eric kindly offered to finish it up for me. It was about 30 or so caps left to apply. So, without much fan-fare yesterday afternoon that's what he did. And with that, the tree was done.
Whew. I do feel a lot better now. Not so anxious or worried. Oh, don't get me wrong, there's still plenty of other worries. But having the tree finished (and, by the way, I Like It!) just makes me feel a little Lighter. Now all that is left is getting it there, installing it, having it not fall apart or some other catastrophe while it's on the playa (still my biggest fear) and taking it down. So, you know, lots left to fret about. Not to mention the fact that I leave two weeks from today and now need to start getting all my stuff together so that I can survive out in the desert for a week and a half in some semblance of comfort.
And, true confession time here, I am super insecure about the tree. I mean, yeah, I think it looks pretty cool, especially lit up at night. But c'mon, this is Burning Man. There is gonna be some radical, bitchin', amazing, flaming, enormous, innovative, outrageous, spectacular, fun, freaky stuff out there. How on earth can my little tree covered in bottle caps and used Christmas Tree lights hope to compete with that?! Oh My. I am so hyper-sensitive.
Well, at this point right now I am slowly sinking into a comfortable acceptance that It Is What It Is. As long as I don't seriously injure someone or create any MOOP (matter out of place) then it's all good. If it looks like crap next to all the other killer art, well, not much I can do about it now. Might as well just Go With The Flow. The lambic I am drinking seems to be helping me develop this attitude.
So, as promised last week I have new images of the tree posted on my website. You can check it out
here. Now I think I'm going to clean my house, something I've been neglecting a bit lately. But before I do, I'd like to thank some people who have, in one way or another (mostly by drinking a beer and not tossing the cap!), helped to make the Bottle Cap Tree happen. You all Rock!
Eric, Mom, Michelle, Kaly and Chris, Lori, Smith Ranch Studios, Krista, Jess, Madeline and everyone at Marble/marble, Eric B., Ann and John, Kari and Kevin, Sara and Keith and everyone else who has given me a bottle cap. Sorry if I've forgotten someone. Oh, and of course, Jasmine. Though she has no opposable thumbs and is thus unable to pry off a bottle cap and save it for me, I still feel the Love. Thanks Girl!
Movie Recommendation of the Day: "Talladega Nights: The Ballad of Ricky Bobby"Sure it's dumb humor and inconsistent at times but some parts are laugh-out-loud hilarious. And when you got a lot going on in your life, a little bit too much stress perhaps, some low-brow humor is just the ticket. Be sure to watch the extra Ricky and Cal Public Service Announcements and Commercials in the Extras.